Mom...

Mom, tonight I am crying...I am so sad, accepting a text message from you..
A brief message, but means so important for me...
A brief message, showing your unfaithfulness to me...your own son...
A brief message that could be everything for me...
why it's so hard convincing you that I love you, I do!
As if I am that ignorant, as if I am that bad in front of you..
did I really make you sad?!
if yes, I am so sorry for that...
but, I hope for the next, I will never meet such thing...
please mom, believe me! I love you sincerely...from my deepest heart...
if you don't believe me, who'll believe me then?!
(T,T)
I am in grief